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Monday, September 26, 2011

Making It Up As I Go Along #479


What Septembers are Supposed to Be.
Something was wrong with September.  The month just didn’t feel right but I couldn’t put my finger on it. 

Yes mom and dad came for a visit, but that’s not a problem.  In fact that was quite nice and beneficial.  They’ve helped more than anyone could ask.

It took Facebook to figure out the issue.  In specific, it took my uncle’s photos.  Browsing through the pictures made me realize what I usually have done in September that hasn’t occurred this year.  For the first time in probably four or five years… no September trip to Fogo Island.

September is a pretty amazing time to visit the island.  Tourism is down.  The weather remains generally sunny and warm.  And the trip from St. John’s out to central Newfoundland is accompanied by the beginnings of Fall colours.

I’ve grown accustomed to the Fall Fogo trip.  The entire five or six days is a whirlwind of hominess.  It shrugs off the busy hassle of Ottawa life… telling you to take a breath and let the land heal the soul.

A quiet flight begins the trip.  Being just after the holiday season, the plane is usually not full and you have time for reflection as you drift through the skies.  A hint of Fall colours dot the land below… more so where landscape and tree type come together perfectly for an orange, yellow and red explosion through the hills of the north east United States, southern Quebec, New Brunswick, and Nova Scotia.

A touchdown in Halifax is enough to tell you you’re almost home.  It has become my gateway to the east.  Landing in Halifax tells me I’m near the sea.  And despite the hustle on the runway… the fuelling of planes, driving about of luggage, and noise of jet engines… things feel more easy going and relaxed.

Soon after taking off again, the land vanishes.  Cape Breton waves goodbye and you know that the next time you see land beneath you, it’ll be home.

Craggy cliffs are miniature in scale with the white foam of breaking waves framing them for a better look.  And then you begin to recognize the roads and communities.  Flying over the town your uncle used to have a summer trailer.  Tracing roads back from the coast towards the highway… remembering high school days when a weekend cabin run occurred there below.

And depending on the winds, the route into the city varies.  Sometimes we fly over Bell Island… through Portugal Cove… and straight in to the airport.  When going this way, we fly over my old girlfriend’s family house.  And I think of all the times I drove there.  Parking over the Christmas season for a family gathering.  And those times when they’d hear my car pull up on summer days, and someone would peak out from the back of the house, waving me along to the backyard… where the barbeque is about to light up.

Other times we’d take a longer version of this route.  Flying past Portugal Cove and over Mount Pearl and the Goulds.  Turning out by Cape Spear and coming in over Signal Hill.

This route would give me a taste of home like no other.  Depending on the side of the plane I’m seated on, maybe I’d look down at the Fisheries building… and think of spinning fish eggs for money.  Standing in lab coat and smelling of alcohol.

Sometimes I’d see my last St. John’s neighbourhood.  Looking down at Bannerman Park and recognizing the streets and lanes I walked many a time.  Even being able to pick out the one roof I slept under for almost three years.

We’d fly over Emerson’s Pond… spotting the Crosbie complex jutting out on a peninsula.  And, on final decent, just after the pond, look down upon Wedgewood Park.  Seeing the softball field I spent so much time on.  Seeing the streets I’d ride bikes on or wander with my half dozen gang members… for as much as nine and ten year olds can be gang members. 

And we’d fly over the house.  Seeing the backyard I played in… and even being so low as to see a car missing in the driveway… and knowing where it was… and that I’d see the occupants within minutes.

Once picked up and back in the house, mom would offer food while dad would quietly jot in his journal.  And, depending on the time of day of my arrival, sometimes we’d just spend some time together like this before bed calls the parents and the basement TV calls me.

Other times, arriving during the day, we’d go back to the car and take a drive out to Cape Spear.  Plenty of times I’ve stood on the cliffs here within an hour of having flown over them. 

And on those occasions, we’d go for soup and fries with dressing and gravy for a late lunch.

On these September trips home, the next day would be for the road.  Up to the Ring Road and out over the highway.  You leave behind the city quickly… looking out over marshes and low lying forests within twenty minutes of departure. 

Ponds dot the land and cars are pulled off near many of these ponds where people have decided to go for a walk… or perhaps a final flick of the fishing rod… or a look for the last of the blueberries.

By Clarenville, we’re an hour and a half in to the drive and it’s time for lunch.  Soup and hamburgers are had and, from the parking lot, you look out at the valley below.  Hills surrounding water… turning leaves… a quiet town.  Our old dog, Schokee, was always happy when let out on her leash here.  Sniffing the air… curiously pawing at the top of the hill… wanting to venture down the slopes.

From there we drive through Terra Nova Park.  The Fall makes this place a wonder.  Winding roads through the hills, looking down into the sea.

By Gander, we pull in to the community and drive out towards the coast.  Over islands joined by causeways.  And stopping at my uncle’s for a bite to eat. 

Sometimes we stay here for the night.  Perhaps to have a fire on the beach or just to play some cards after supper.

If we don’t stay, we drive on to the ferry terminal.  And if we do stay, we make this drive early the next morning.

The last time I made this trip… last September… we did the evening crossing.  The skies began to change colour midway through the ferry ride.  With the sun getting low, pinks and oranges begin to creep up.  The island of Fogo was encased by shadows by the time we drove off the ferry.  But the town of Fogo, on the western end of the island, clung to a last look of the light.  A picture of the setting sun in the sea beyond the town is one of the best I have been lucky enough to take.

The evening on Fogo Island is quiet.  Lapping waters are about all that can be heard. 

While on the island… probably for two or three days… we do much the same as in previous years.  Drive from Fogo… to the intersection in the centre of the island… and on over to Joe Batt’s Arm.  Along the way, we’ll stop at the bakery outside of Barr’d Islands.  Pick up some bread and sweets for lunch…. And head on towards Joe Batt’s. 

A quick stop at the cemetery occurs.  We walk through the grasses… looking down at the white marble slabs as we go… my eyes always drawn to the old ones… tilted in the earth… overgrown with grass and blueberry bushes… some smaller, with carved lambs along the top… showing the final resting place for an infant who briefly lived some eighty years ago.

At the back of the cemetery is the stones of my grandparents.  The grandfather I have no memory of and the grandmother who made me laugh at times… calling me bizarre names like “my little Dicky Tom”… and calling me these names with such enthusiasm and speed that you weren’t quite sure what just occurred. 

Other times, she frustrated me.  When she wanted to watch Dallas on a Friday night… while I wanted the family programing like Silver Spoons or Punky Brewster.  If I went for a drink or a trip to the bathroom, I’d often return to the channel having been turned.  Her trips to the bathroom resulted in much the same thing.  It came to be a battle of bladder wills.  Move it… and lose it… from a TV program point of view.

After the cemetery, we’d go Back Western Shore.  Or Back Wester’ Shore (as I think dad calls it).  Lunch here overlooks the sea from great slabs of rock.  Usually eating our sandwiches and date squares while overlooking dad’s wading pools… or swimming pools.  Big Dummy and Little Dummy are two tidal pools in the rock… only five to ten feet from the open ocean… close enough that bigger waves may slip over the smoothed rock and cascade down into the pool as a foamy, fizzy river… only flowing for a few seconds… until the next big wave comes in.

Sandy Cove calls as well.  A great sandy beach beyond Joe Batt’s Arm.  With a warm river running along one end of the beach… allowing swimmers to splash about in comfort rather than out in the freezing sea.  But at this time of year, there are no swimmers.  In fact, there are rarely people at all.  We walk the beach alone.  Inspect the river alone (last time seeing that the river has become a pool with it’s connection to the sea blocked by a wall of sand).  And then check out the sheep, fenced in to a beachfront meadow… alone.  In the rest of the world, sandy beaches are covered with tanners and swimmers… while beachfront property is owned by the rich.  Here, we’re alone with the sheep.

Supper is at Nicole’s restaurant.  A fine dining place in the heart of Joe Batt’s Arm.  And, after we eat, we drive back to the town of Fogo.  Driving through the darkness.  Looking out at the blackness of the barrens… the black sea beyond that… and the blacker still rock of land on the other side of Shoal Bay.

Back in our efficiency unit, some cards… some tea… perhaps another date square, or maybe a peanut butter chocolate ball.  Before deep sleep calls.  The kind of sleep brought on by lapping coves outside your window… and the sea air of the day upon your tongue.

This is what Septembers are supposed to be.

MONDAY…
--- Work… it’s alright. 
--- Do my writing a day late and post to the blog.
--- Some baseball on TV.

TUESDAY…
--- Iffy day at work.  Lunch with Shannon is nice but the rest is trying.
--- Physio is good.  Up the work on the shoulder and it does well for it.

WEDNESDAY…
--- Busy night at work.  At it steady until 1:00. 
--- House is officially for sale.  Sign on the lawn and awaiting the viewings.

THURSDAY…
--- Sleep until 11:00.  Some of the PVR’d Wednesday night TV today.  Really liking that Michael: Tuesdays & Thursdays show.

FRIDAY…
--- Lunch with Karl.  A nice time with good weather.  Take it pretty easy around the house after that.  Baseball on TV and Wilco on the computer.

SATURDAY…
--- Physio while the house is being showed.  Do the most weight yet on my shoulder and it’s hard but no pain… so good.
--- Another showing in the evening so I walk to the bank to deposit a cheque then over to the grocery store for a few things.  Walk back to the lake and sit for a bit waiting for the hour to clear for the house.  The Blackberry goes nutty during this period.  Looking forward to soon ditching that phone as battery suddenly goes from about 80% to 15 % and the phone sort of shuts down for a bit.

SUNDAY…
--- Quiet day.  Sleep in a bit… catch up on some TV.  Biutiful is somewhat depressing to watch but sucks you in wanting to see what will happen next.  And Javier Bardem is great.
--- Two laps of the pond… and finish things off with the season premiere of Boardwalk Empire.  Good times.

Monday, September 19, 2011

Making It Up As I Go Along #478


Times Upon the Train
Clackedy clack
Don’t look back
The mighty train heads down the track.

Leaps and bounds
All around
A deer and baby gone without a sound.

Walls of stone
All overgrown
Abandoned house striped to the bone.

Sprayed concrete
Awfully neat
Artistic expressions that can’t be beat.

Homes for rent
A woodland tent
Where to live with little spent.

Roads are blocked
All cars are stopped
As we drift through all clipity clop.

Fields of grain
And distant rain
As goes our time upon the train.


SUNDAY…
--- Back to work.  Fairly slow day.  And Serena Williams is slime… good she lost but the way she talked to the official is beyond classless.  And CBS should be ashamed of itself to basically support her in her wrong doing.

MONDAY…
--- Busier day.  Work is fairly steady… physio right after that… home by around 8:00.
--- Some good news on the shoulder front.  Nothing medically proven or anything but the physiotherapist thinks I’ll be done with them at the end of the month and that I should get a new MRI to double check the amount of damage.  Thinking there is less than originally suggested.  We’ll see how it plays out.

TUESDAY…
--- Night shift.  Goes alright.  Not much happening but I’m really tired due to lack of a good afternoon nap… thunder storms and the biggest hail I’ve seen…  and I’m woken in the morning by a call from… the surgeon’s office.  So no instead of 6-12 months wait I’m in the tail end of October. 

WEDNESDAY…
--- Busy night shift. Lots going on.  Before shift, the real estate agent comes by to check out the house… I’ll be on the market in about a week.

THURSDAY…
--- Cool day… breezy and around 15.  I sleep until about 10:30 and am low key after.  Physio at 1:30 and groceries after that.

FRIDAY…
--- Up early for golf.  It’s cold to start the day.  About 5 or 6 degrees.  But gets to mid teens by the end of the round. Ten of us from the office go.  I start with Derek and Jon and, with about four holes to play, they have to go… so I join Dan, Kerry and Steve.  Do alright for me… with only a few rounds… 107… and 50 on the back nine.  To Grace O’Malley’s with the rest of the gang (Larry, Terry, Scott and Terry’s friend) and then home for the evening.

SATURDAY…
--- Up early and on the train.  I’m half asleep during the trip but liking the view out the window while awake.
--- Meet Sam and family… do lunch… then a walk with Sam and his dog followed by supper.  To Massey Hall in the evening for Wilco.  Best show they’ve done out of the six I’ve seen.

SUNDAY…
--- Up around 9:30.  See Sam and Jen for a bit and then shower and head to the train station.  My complaint about VIA is the food.  Slow to offer it and, unless you’re one of the people at the front of the car, you get little to no choice.  I end up with pringles and a coke.
--- Home for some food and relaxation.

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Making It Up As I Go Along #477


China Doll Children
A crossing guard at every block.  School is back to be sure. 

Society has become too careful with the children.  I think it’s a combination of relatively new parents and 24 hour news channels.  We are trained to be as fearful when it comes to the children as we are when it comes to terrorists. 

And I can see the temptation for falling into the trap.  If you don’t do as the alarmist newscasters tell you, you’ll be a bad parent.  There’s lots of pressure on there.  But it also sometimes means that society doesn’t think too highly of the children’s intelligence.

Going back to the crossing guards.  We have a cross walk… stop signs on the corner… warning signs telling motorists that you’re entering a school zone… the constant parental barrage upon their child to “make sure to look both ways before crossing the street.”  And still, we need to hire people to stand at every intersection with hand held stop signs.

Not only do we consider the kids to be stupid… but we’re saying motorists are stupid as well.  What the addition of the crossing guard means is that we feel a motorist will ignore the school zone sign… and ignore the regular stop sign… and ignore the crosswalk… and, oh yeah, ignore the human being in the middle of the neighbourhood road!

It’s not like these schools are on the side of the highway.

We just have too many safeguards when it comes to the kids.  So much so that it actually makes them stupid.  At what point is a kids supposed to develop some street smarts? 

School buses are just as bad.  It’s as if they’re driving hazardous waste through our city streets.  The second the bus stops, out comes the flashing lights and stop signs.  And the penalty for driving by a bus in this condition is pretty near that of actually hitting someone while you’re drunk. 

So for those few minutes when the bus pulls over, all the world stops.  And oblivious children scamper around the bus and into parents clutches.  Because, oh yes… even though we legally force the world to come to a standstill, parents don’t trust that their children will be safe… and they stand guard at the street corner, ready to scoop up the little ones before harm comes to them (half a block from home in a residential neighbourhood).

And I get it.  I know children are parents greatest treasure and nobody wants to see any harm come to any kid.  But we’re so worked up over the danger that, realistically, barely even exists, that we’re seeing children that are either (a) completely afraid to be anywhere but in their own yard or (b) so completely sheltered that they are oblivious to anything in the real world.

When I was a kid, I was told not to play in busy streets, watch for cars, don’t accept rides from strangers… and that was about it.  In fact, I don’t even remember being told not to accept rides from strangers.  I assume mom and dad told me that one… but I may have picked it up from Sesame Street instead.  I don’t know.

I played in the woods… and lived.  I took part in many a season of street hockey… not one impact with a car’s fender.  I ventured off to seashores and explored tidal pools without meeting my end in the briny deep.

And you’ll hear people say the world was safer than.  But from what I’ve heard and read, the statistics say things are actually safer now.  And this is where 24 hour news networks take blame.  One Amber Alert in the entire country takes top headlines away from military conflict in Libya. 

I’m not saying having a three year old kidnapped isn’t a serious matter.  But I don’t think it’s a sign of the apocalypse either.  How many thousands of parents are investing in greater home security across the nation because of one isolated occurrence?  In fact, Canada averages about five Amber Alerts a year.  Each one a horrible thing I’m sure… but it hardly appears that our children are being taken on epic levels. 

And in 2009, there were a total of 50 cases of abduction reported nation wide.  This includes strangers, close friends and parental abductions.  So that works out to one case per week in the entire country. 

The point of all this is, the children are safe.  The crossing guard is probably not necessary.  The baby on board sign in the back window of your car is a waste of time.  Renewed calls for capital punishment whenever an Amber Alert is issues is going off the deep end.  And a child walking along a neighbourhood sidewalk without parental supervision should not be an alarming thing.  Oh yes… and the final point… sometimes all news channels are simply horrible.

MONDAY…
--- Some cleaning up again today… storage room and such… and off to Cora’s for lunch.  Fairly quiet afternoon/evening as it’s cool and cloudy today.

TUESDAY…
--- Lots of running around.  Sears, Dufresne, United Furniture… checking out appliances and sofas.
--- Lunch at a pub.
--- Some cleaning supplies and paint bought.
--- Supper at home and a walk of the pond.

WEDNESDAY…
--- A Russian hockey team gone.  Shocking news about a plane crash with a team on board. 
--- Physio and work around the house continues.  Mom and dad do a lot during their time here… it would take me a good month to have done this all on my own.
--- Red Lobster for supper… some Modern Family on TV in the evening.

THURSDAY…
--- Mom and dad are gone.  We watch a little TV together than I drop them at the airport around 11:30.  Rest of the day is quiet at home.  Some TV, a bit of a nap, a walk, and a ball game.

FRIDAY…
--- Walk the pond… three laps.  See a Praying Mantis on my travels… and a baby loon steals a fish from another baby loon as they swim along.  I’ll miss the closeness of this pond when I move.  For sure will pop by for a stroll around it from time to time.

Sunday, September 04, 2011

Making It Up As I Go Along #476


Blackout
The lights went out at midnight
A miles worth of civilization gone
Back to medieval days
Where cloud diffused moonlight
Takes the place of electricity
Other houses loom as black pillars
Against the charcoal sky
Thunder slowly rumbles

Across at a pillar
A flashlight shines out the window
As a lighthouse in the night
Combing the dark ground below
As if searching for jail broken inmates
Running to freedom under cover of night

A mile away
Across farmers fields
Street lights, traffic signals, and shopping districts shine
We in the foreboding land of generations past
They blissfully unaware in present day

And with a pop
All lights up again
Black pillars become warm homes
Glowing lights shine over welcoming doors
And the charcoal sky
Once layered with moonlight grey
And never-ending black
Reverts to city dark
Losing all ominous textures
Washed out by the modern city

With the coming of the light
It’s time for bed.

FRIDAY…
--- Some work around the house… a walk around the pond… and a concert tonight.  Sarah, Phil and I go to Folkfest.  Decent food there, City and Colour is pretty good… Steve Earle is great… the Ottawa concert goers are somewhat meatheads though.  By the end of Earle, just too many stupid drunks. 

SATURDAY…
--- Up 8ish and slowly get ready to join the dayshift at work.
--- Lots of boat stuff at work.  Odd… we rarely get requests on boats.
--- Home for a few hours than off to Boston Pizza for UFC.

SUNDAY…
--- Night shift.  Quiet day at home prior and fairly quiet night in the office.  Cool and windy day too.

MONDAY…
--- Up and off to physio.  Shoulder is feeling pretty good in comparison to the last few months.  Getting stronger.
--- Afternoon nap doesn’t go well.  Tonight may be hard at work.

TUESDAY…
--- Bed and asleep just before 7:00 AM.  Awake and up again at 11:30.  Some more house work… cleaning… laundry… shredding old documents.
--- Some baseball on TV then off to the airport to pick mom and dad up around 10:00 tonight.  Nice to have family near again.  Just a little catch up before they’re off to bed and some TV for me before bed too.

WEDNESDAY…
--- Sleep late.  Out with mom and dad for groceries… then lunch… dad and I back out to get some boxes for moving and drop some old clothes at the Salvation Army.
--- Mom cooks supper and then we take a run to the new place to look around at the progress in the building and also around what will be the lake area there.

THURSDAY…
--- Cleaning and organizing at the house with mom and dad.  Physio in the afternoon.  A little walk around the pond.  And supper at Blackburn Arms

FRIDAY…
--- More work on the house in the morning.  To IKEA in the afternoon for a few things.  Another night table, a new seat cover for my chair and a couple of plastic containers.
--- Lunch at the mall where I also by new shoes and dad gets some slippers.
--- Home for supper and a movie on TV.

SATURDAY…
--- Finish with the boxes and they’re all over to Phil’s garage now.  Paula, Eddie and the kids come visit.  And supper is at Pilos… good good Greek food.